every beat of my heart

Monday, December 8, 2008

11:38 PM

I feel like roaring. ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Feel so dead right now. Feel like forgetting everything and just going to sleep, hugging my pillow, especially when the weather is like, UH! SHIOK MANNNN!
Okay LIM SOK MIN YOU SHALL STOP PROCRASTINATING!
Decisions translate into energy!
I MUST do my homework, I MUST go ahead with worship session and practise playing my guitar, I MUST get up and exercise, I MUST plan my life well!
And I must decide a place to have breakfast with laozhang.

Oh yeah anw, my hands are still numb after being the scoopy ytd!
Didn't realise scooping ice cream required so much effort! Wow!
Helping out at cafe was definitely fun and fulfilling! Don't laugh but I had to wear Jamie's scoopy tee! It was cute except it looked so small on me! Thank God I was wearing another two layers underneath! Now I have to was the shirt but I don't know why I'm so excited!
Thanks to Zoe, I got to serve in a ministry even though I didn't pass BMT!!! :D
Okay so am I supposed to be happy or what?
Actually on one hand, I'm rather happy I didn't pass BMT and SOW auditions.
Yeah I sound screwed, but I believed this is God's plan for me.
Maybe I'm just not ready. Maybe God wants me to focus on my studies and how to handle my CCA better. Maybe, this is His test for me.
Will I blame Him for every lil' setback I face and then leave Him like I once did?
That's when I'll shout a very loud a very loud, "NO!"

I should be doing my homework now but.. AIYAH BLOG AWHILE LONGER WILL DIE MEH?
Okay that's not it. I should say, "Please just continue to blog a lil' longer."
Alright that's not the point. Point is, I have so much to say.
Oh yeah before I forgot, I ATE 4 SCOOPS OF ICE CREAM & 3 COTTON CANDY LAST NIGHT! :B
Was thinking of fasting 3 days then realised that that's not what fasting means.
Fasting is not a time for me to diet!
Anw back to my point.
What was my point??? I can't remember!
Another one then.
My vision for 2009 is to be a TL by the end of the year and give one outta my 3 sheeps his/her last follow up on 18th november! Cool right?
And also to start serving after O's in hospi if possible! But most importantly it's where God wants to put me to!
And to be CG guitarist and more salvations!
(I just made a million grammar mistakes. Miss Kaur said never to start a sentence with 'and' or 'but'.)
In any case, I believe I can do all things who Christ who strengthens me!
Yes and I'm going to put a new verse into my heart each week!
So.. I should be doing QT!
Just a minute. Any moment now, I'm going to switch of the computer and do QT.
Any moment now..
(5000 years later)
Any moment now..
*Teeth crumble into pieces*
I feel addicted to spongebob.
Okay I am!
Not actually, not so much since my birthday and everyone gave me sth related to spongebob.
It was then when I realised he shouldn't be more significant than God in my life.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHH OKAY i really should get going!
I owe Mr Lim so much I think he's gonna whack me!
Oh and someone please remind me to collect my i/c this week!
Just a few more updates before I leave!
Red Rain's drummer, David, came to our church again! And funny Pastor How kept saying we can feel the presence of Jesus!
Funnier Yifan changed the "Pastor" to "Reverend" in her notebook whilst she was copying notes!
Oh and Garrett wore his Mr Busy shirt! Yayness! (:

I really am going off!
Adios! Sayonara! Goodbye! Zaijian!
Tmr will be great! Amen!
Okay it's alr tmr. Whatever.

Monday, December 8, 2008

11:38 PM